loss for words

I'm stressed somewhere between depressed and angry I am stressed. This year is not going how I planned. or how I wanted at all. I turned off my cellphone today. I knew if I had it on I'd just continue the same road. I don't care if my friends think I'm ignoring them. My grades are slipping; the one thing I thought I actually have and I feel it walking away from me too. My best friend from last year is gone, my other friends I never see because they live off campus, and for whatever reason I can't let myself fall into the group of people I've been hanging out with lately. The reason why my saturday night sucked was not because it was storming outside and no houses were throwing down. It sucked because I was stuck with two friends who I realized had become my new core friends, and no offense to them I don't want them to become my best friends. I don't want another group of friends. I no saying things was better before is all bullshit but I'm feeling discouraged. I'm not making any new gains and I feel like there is no where I can. I know it takes time for things to get getter; I just gotta be ready. The one thing I can not do is not be ready for when things pick up

No momma the search continues - Busted

poor Balloon boy; as the media has dubbed him.

Anyway don't have much to say about my weekend. It was cold wet and rainy. Friday I hung out with jose. And went to a few houses. It was alright. But saturday I did jackshit. Worst weekend night I've ever had. I feel like it's not fair to rank my weekend because the two day's were so opposite. I have 2 tests and a paper due tomorrow. I'm not angry but I'm frustrated about my current social situation.

Home fo the weekend; but why don't my parents keep the heat above 68

It's freezing in this house. Anyway I came home for columbus day weekend. None of my other friends have a fall break but it's all good. I got to catch up with some old nova friends. I saw kl, b, c, and rr. Anyway it was good to see one of my friends who didnt come back to college this year. PArtied pretty hard. I also discovered the true evil of beerbongs.

Crunkness: 9/10
-Thank God fo DD's ha. Pregamed on a bottle of pomegranate burnettes. Then head to a house with a fridge stocked full of budlight. Only to discover I would not be drinking from the can's but some sort of funnel device that should probably never been invented.

Fun: 9/10
-So much fun, even tho this party was alittle far from my nbhood. I still knew tons of people from before I moved.

Atmosphere: 9/10
-Everyone was hella friendly. I'm surprised now but didnt think about it then. Of course theres always one girl whose way overly friendly and then you find out she has a boyfriend the next day ha.

Extras: 10/10
-Seeing tons of old friends I used to be super tight with was the shit. The free ride home and beer bong was legit too.

Shenigans: 8/10
-I won't lie, it was conversation kinda night. Did some stuff but nothing wild

Overall: 9/10 Great night. Probably couldnt be better for the situation. Give it a few more escapades and it probably would of been a 10/10. It's funny how much harder these kids party than people i was friends with in hs.

No thats ignorant!

Fall break this weekend. I'm happy to reload on some groceries and get another faux. I'm not even sure if anyof my hs friends will be around but ohwell. I'm not sure If this weekends gonna be anygood but ohwell, Atleast I can catch up on some HBO shows. Maybe even check out Curb Your enthusiam. South Park was amazing last night. Anyone whose seen the "Mr Jefferson" episode will love it.

RAWR I was trashed

Oh man don't get me started on this weekend. I'm still alittle tipsy writing this. I need taco bell. I'm missing my hat and k's sunglasses. Any way Friday saw blink 182. We were pregaming in the parking lot, and my friend needed to sell aticket. So he found these dudes and they were like yeah we need a ticket but we need a ride too, and we'll split this 24 pack with you if you do. So we started drinking corona and smirnoff. It was quite niice, not to mention the show was pretty tight too. Travis's stage lifted up in the air and he jammed out for awhile. The only thing that sucked is that they only played for about an hour and 15mins. Saturday night my other friend k had a cocktail party, which quickly turned regular party with the run out of liquer. But everyone had to dress formal (of course ppl blew that off too) but i was looking freshhhh. wish i had some pictures. some might pop up on face book soon. Anyway I was gone. Gone gonnnneeeeeeee. Done. Mad Done. Here we go


Crunkness: 11/10
-Oh man what can I say, Jeff was out that night and I was retarded. good stuff. I don't know if
i'll be chillin with burnetts anytime soon again tho.
Fun: 9/10
-Alot of fun and close friends. Good stuff. Talked to people played some bp all that. The blink 182 concert was good too.
Atmosphere: 8/10
-Very nice, Alot of my good friends, and alot of my regular party goer bud's. Most people were really friendly but i was too trashed to care anyway ha, Although at the end of the night, I peaced to M's (don't know why) And this random bitch was just in bitch mode. Aside from that everything was great.
Extras:8/10
- Saw basicallly everyone i'm tight with. K's house is kinda small, but the fact that I could get shots basically on demand was a big plus for me. The formal theme was nice. Im always down to dress up
Shenigans: 8/10
-Broke L's shot glass, kinda funny. Talked to many people, and kept pouring drinks. Nothing out of the ordinary. Macked on these asian chicks at the blink concert, but then I lost my seat laaamme

Overall: 9/10
- Great weekend. So trashed, All my friends. Don't know what else to say haha

Anyway this is the only pic I've found so far, playing bp.