being hungry sucks

Good weekend. enough said. I was mad rucked up. Our school had it's first football game in 69 years. People were tailgating everything was crazy. I passed out mad early that night though. Probably because I started too early My friday night was a blur. Had labor day off today, got my shit done, gotta go to the bank tomorrow tho. Thats about all I can say though I'd give my weekend a 8/10 . Side note this has been entertaining me for the last couple days.

thirsty thursdays

George Lopez heals the pain. I never thought I'd be bored a week into college but I am. Not the same kind of bored I was during summer, more of a disappointed bored that everything is different now. My weekends SHOULD still be good. I guess I'll find out this one, if I can get 2 for 2 i'll feel pretty good. Classes are straight so far, met some people but nothing on the serious side yet. Thinking about joining a club this year. I need an extracirricular if i decide to transfer to virginia. It depends if I get above a 3.6 this semester. I try not to get to personal but yeah things need to change alittle. I think i might need less piece of shit friends.

lame titles and status updates

First day of classes today, only 1 class tomorrow. Things went pretty well with some ironic and awkward moments involving seeing people whom I embarrassed my self much with while drunk. Still though I feel like i can succeed this semester. All A's are definitely a possibility so far (excluding my comm class tomorrow which i will find out about). I met probably 3 new people today. Not bad. I've been thinking of some rules for meeting new people

1. Don't be stuupid
-pretty self explanatory not to be a dumbass
2. keep it short and confident
-depressing life stories don't make friends
3. take advantage of opportunities
- there are tons of chances to start conversations. I think once you learn to just do it, the more opportunities you see.

I'm excited to see where this year goes. Things are on the up, you can never stop trying to make things better for yourself though.

smoke clowns like you on the bball court

My first weekend back, and it was good one. Being a sophomore is fun, but different. I'd rate this weekend a 8.4/10. Not exceptionally great, but full of good surprises and nostalgia. Whats good about college now is that my friends all have houses now, which makes finding a good party is alot easiar. Friday partied at a friends house, lots of free beer and good crowd. Cops showed up and busted the place after being there for probably an hour and a hhalf. Good time, the night crippled with an extra long walk across the boulevard. but plus'd with pizza at the end of the night. Saturday no hangover, and went to another friends of mine's house. The party was huge and I was severely gone by the end of the night. Saw almost all my friends and met some people. Sunday morning major hangover, but i probably deserved it ha. Good stuff, Living on campus a second year is nice but weird, as many of my friends now have houses. I'm hanging out with more of my secondary friends now bc they are the only ones on campus. Not really a bad thing but different.

Even Rocky Had A Montage

Going back to school tomorrow, Life turnaround can now begin..

What Am I fighting for

I've been wondering If I have a drinking problem lately. I dont drink everyday, but I probably drink more than I should. I've definitely stopped drinking as much as I used to, but I still do it when it's not needed. Tomorrow is wednesday, I leave Friday morning, still need to pack. I am on edge, anxious, everything. I want to be back where I belong and fastforward these last days. I am ready to go back, ready to see my friends, AND even ready to face that one person who I've spent my life searching for/Hiding from. I AM READY. I only ask that God does not bring it on too fast. I hope my DDR pad works tomorrow, it didnt today, and I needthat shit. I hate running, I cant do cardio without it, plus it takes me away from reality ha. thats all for today Payce

its the final Countdown ?

I leave on Friday to go back to school. This has been the longest summer, and most boring one I think I've ever had. Looking back I don't have much to say about it. One of my good friends isn't coming back to school this semester which sucks, but I'm not to worried. I'm more worried about my other friends that are coming back,they are not the most dependable. I am living on campus again so maybe I will make some new friends. I feel very ready to focus on school work again, I'm almost done with my Gen ed's, and I'm starting my minor/major. Right now my GPA is a 3.6 I'd like to see it go up some. I guess my main goal is to get above a 3.6 for this year, both semesters. Straight A's would be nice lol I wish I got good grades in Highschool, its a damn self esteem booster fo sho.