The Dullest moment of my life

Waiting on my boxers to finish washing so i can take a shower after playing DDR and working out. I have 12 days left, and I'm not even sure if which of my friends have left and which are still here, but I'm pretty sure I'm the last one after this weekend. I didnt even really say good bye to anyone. To be honest I don't really care to either. Ever since i my parents went out of town all I've really done is be anti social and workout in basement. I just have this idea in my head all I should be focusing on is going back to school and being ready to make friends. All i've really done tho is lose my beer belly. While it is nice not feel like a fatshit It'll just be back after my first semester haha. Anyways I'm ready to go back to my awesome fun party everynight and get amazing grades college life. And yes it really is exactly like that. :D

dig it

Yesterday was kind of another wake up call. Almost in a good way though, nothing bad happened but something could of happened which made me think. I've come along way, but I still need to drink more responsibly. I've done really well since my party actually, usually everything is fine I just need to stay away from my cellphone really. So far im on the upnup tho. I only have 2 more shifts at my job left, thank god, & one happens to be tonight. I havent told my mom that I'm working so little, hopefully she wont notice. What can I say, I'm done with summer and I'm practically just waiting for college to start again. Most my hs friends leave this weekend, so its gonna be a boring 2 last weeks. I'll be playing ddr alot probably. ha

You should always live your life as if you were looking back 6 months from now

I have not been doing that lately at all, and I regret it. I think about if I could redo lost years alot; not everyday, but probably atleast once a week. I think about how much more fun high school could of been, and I also think about how much fun my first year of college was. I feel like i've reached a dead end here. I sort of have nothing to say and I sort of have everything to say. I've been thinking about this summer and how its really sucked, I'm glad its almost over now. I wish I could say I've learned something from these months but I know I havent. Infact I've probably lost my way alot really. I know I've pissed off two girls who will not be talking to me for along time. I also feel like my hs friends are the most boring people ever; I know theres not much to do but we never do anything, atleast our senior year we went to the movies and sports games on weekends. Not to mention any prospects of myself meeting women were put on hold the minute I left my school for summer. Don't even get my started on my job and my fatshitabouttodiefromaheartattackbecauseofstress kitchen manager. The only thing nice has been my fake id which i stopped using because I kept doing stupid stuff while wasted. Damn I really miss college, and my friends, and fun. It's 2:21am I can't sleep and im feelin pessimistic

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I just finished working tonight, only to come home and be harassed by family over stupid bs. I'm so tired of living at home I cant imagine how long this last three weeks is going to be. Next year I'm definitely living off campus. Its not that I mind living on campus, the on campus apartments are really nice ( well mine is ) But I cannot deal with waiting til aug 28th.I know im just bitching and have an easy life and things could be worse, but things could be better and thats my point, why settle for less?

You know how they say we only use 10% of our brains, well I think we only use 10% of our hearts

So it's been a week since the god damn shit show. Good to say I've bounced back pretty well. Haven't had a drink in awhile, week ha. Anyway I feel fairly good about myself, lately I've spent most my time exercising, and playing DDR. Or mixing the two in an unholy Drexercising.

Thats about all I have to update, Im looking forward to : Quitting my job, and leaving for school again. Other than that I'm just trying to stay busy, and not fuck up again. Don't judge me.

You'll pay for this Captain Planet

So i'm picking up my parents today from the airport. This weekend has been an interesting experience that I hope I never have to repeat again. I also lost my camera, I think someone stole it but I'm not sure it was cheap anyway but the memory stick was not..I don't think I really learned anything, but some of priorities have been put back in place so that is good. It's funny I completely forgot I have work tomorrow too until someone texted me today about shifts. Anyway not to be so boring I will leave you with this: Random girl whose name escapes me and I will never run into again.

Been awhile

I decided I could use a place to write some useless stuff. Life Update; going to school, love it but home for the summer right now and hate it. My parents went out of town so i threw a party at my house. This was the first time I ever really had done something like that but it went pretty well. Everyone had a good time, my house wasn't trashed and I got sufficiently shitty. On the bad side tho alot of my friends bitched out, I only made 30 dollars back, I ended up calling my ex gf like a dumbass and my friend was pulled over and taken to jail, not that he should of been driving in the first place.

Basically it was a pretty good night I'd give it 84% out of 100. Yes it was specifically 84% good.
Right now i'm just kind of chillin til my parents come back. I dont think i'm throwin down again, too much pressure and stress. I think I might comeback to writing on this thing, its not like much else is going on in my life ha