Wolverine

forget everything you read before

2010-09-06T21:09:00.000-07:00

The protagonist] I don't know what to do close friend from the past whose relevance has waned in recent years. On one hand I have these friends who are complete stoner's with no ambition or direction in life. Just floating day by day while opportunity passes them. And on the other hand I have my other friends who have the right idea, want to finish school and all that but also have the maturity of 12 year olds. No one wants to be friendless but I can't see myself being lifelong friends with any of these people. Is there some reason losers flock to me, since when was I proclaimed king of the losers. Should I just accept my position as king of the losers or continue my quest of being the most loserish non loser.

Friend] Have you tried not being a self-centered jackass.

Protagonist] There has to be a point where a person's own happiness outdoes the concern of everyone else thinking they're a jackass.

Rawr

2010-06-29T04:54:00.001-07:00

I have to get back on stage.

I have a new act, I just need to rehearse it..

I see people living their lives and I see myself doing nothing.

Things I've Accomplished Today

2010-05-28T13:51:00.000-07:00

Accomplishmentos

1. Mowed the lawn (Got paid and tan) - 4pts
2. Got some stars in Mario Galaxy - 2pts
3. Picked up my paycheck - 3pts
4. Picked up some stacker 3 - 3pts
5. Read a ch from the Bible - 5 pts
6. Didn't do that - 5 pts
7. Worked on my jokes - 2pts
- Total: 24pts = Good Day

Notes: that stacker 3 is insane...

Things I've Accomplished Today

2010-05-27T20:30:00.000-07:00

Accomplishments

1. Worked out - 5pts
2. Cleaned my room - 1pt
3. Got 4 stars in Mario Galaxy - 2pts
4. Read a ch from the bible - 5pts
5. Went on a "run" - 1pt
6. Didn't do that - 5pts
7. Finished season 4 of weeds - 1 pt
8. Worked on my comic routine - 4pts
- Total: 24pts = Good Day

Notes: I'm sleepy, one point away from a Great day, but this one was still pretty good. Tomorrow will be better. PAY DAY!

Things I've Accomplished Today

2010-05-26T18:25:00.000-07:00

Mo' Accomplishments

1. Took out the trash - 2pts
2. Didn't do that - 5pts
3. Got 3 stars on Mario Galaxy - 2pts
4. Checked my schedule at Party city - 3pts
5. Read a chapter from the bible - 5pts
6. Worked on my Routine (some) - 3pts
- Total: 20pts - Good Day

Notes: I struggled to make this day mean something, in the end it was successful. I'm sick right now, hopefully I will be over it early because of the large amounts of Vitamin C, and multivitamins. Contemplating whether I should smoke or not, I think I'll pass I need to feel better as soon as possible.

Things I've Accomplished Today

2010-05-25T14:26:00.000-07:00

Accomplishments..

1. Did the dishes - 2pts
2. Exercised (despite maybe having the flu) - 5pts
3. Read a chapter from the bible (Easy points!) - 5pts
4. Haven't done that -5pts
5. Worked on my Comedy Routine - 4pts
6. Got a star in Mario Galaxy, unlocked and ending in TVC - 2pts
- Total: 23pts = Good Day

Notes: It's only 5pm so there's still time to do more. Such as working on my comedy routine which will probably happen. I've also come up with a scoreboard to make these points more useful. The amount of points being how meaningful my day has been.

Point Scale
- 40+ pts = Outstanding
- 30+ pts = Excellent
- 25+ pts = Great
- 20+ pts = Good
- 10+ pts = Average
- 00+ pts = Poor

So i'm starting something new..

2010-05-24T13:04:00.000-07:00

Things I accomplished today

So I'm changing the format of this place once again. I just thought of this new Idea in the shower 2 mins ago. Basically from now on I will update everyday with a list of things I've "Accomplished" which can be anything from baking a cake to curing cancer. I'm doing this because I'm tired of feeling like I waste each day. Honestly everyday where nothing is accomplished is a day lost. One day I will turn 25 and I want to have something to show for the last 5 years I've lived. I want to do something with my life & If i write down each day what I do of importance i feel like that will encourage me to make the most of that day. I don't know how anyone can not consider every single day a gift to do something. I used to think there was Adventure only in movies or books but that's not true. Adventure is right around us all. We all have the choice and power to get up, go anywhere and do anything we choose. People don't do this though, I don't even do this but I will.

So the rules of this are very simple. I update everyday, all the things I've 'accomplished' and If I do not write it by 12 then I have accomplished nothing that day (of course there are exceptions tho) I won't always write a huge speel everyday, just what I accomplish. There's a max of 10 accomplishments per day and new accomplishments can always be added until midnight. I actually think this would be a really cool concept for a website but I have no knowledge, resources or cash to do this. Finally there's the point system but it's whose line is it anyway style. 5pt's for most important accomplishments, 1 point for least and that is all up to the accomplished. They don't mean anything but it's more rewarding when there's some sort of # or mark to show for what a person has done. So no mo' ado.

Accomplishments
1. Created this 'accomplishment' Idea - 4pts
2. Picked up some stacker 3 XPLC - 4pts
3. Read a chapter from the bible - 5pts
4. Unlocked an ending from this game TVC - 2pts
5. Worked on a new routine - 4pts
- 19 pts total

Right now as you see I haven't done much today, but I hope that seeing the amount of things I do everyday (which is usually little) I'll be encouraged to do more. But I do have until Midnight to keep adding accomplishments.

I don't wanna throw my life away

2010-05-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

So I did it. Now I gotta redo it. Working on new jokes. Possibly getting an internship and quitting pc

It's funny how you think you're on the level

2010-05-08T22:09:00.001-07:00

& then you realize you gotta step it up AGAIN

Oh yeah thats right I'm doing me

2010-05-06T17:05:00.000-07:00

Had a good cinco de mayo yesterday. Rough morning, but a good last night. I'm starting work tomorrow and getting my schedule. And I've reached my final date for knowing my jokes. I know the first three perfect, the last 2 I know but they need some practice. Either way I expect to be on stage in a week. This is it, it's all up to me now, everything before was just talk now its all action. This is where if my life was a movie the training montage would be over and the climax is coming. II have to be honest and admit I've lost a little motivation lately but I've kept pushing and practicing. Repetition is the key to success.

You just couldnt stay away

2010-04-28T17:20:00.001-07:00

kick it over here baby pop

Korn Freak on a lease Dante Ross mix is the one you want

The skoal vanilla has got me.

So whats up. school is winding down, I have less then a week. As I reflect on this year I realize more and more how I need this stand up. I realize fame and fortune do not await, but it's not even about that anymore. It's now about a purpose, it's a purpose I've given myself. I'm not floating around waiting for something to happen anymore; I'm making something happen. I've taken control of my life, I'm no longer a victim of just passing through life. I thank God because I'm not dead.

Didn't Want To Leave You Hanging AGAIN

2010-04-23T14:27:00.000-07:00

I haven't updated in a while and I just noticed how depressing my last write looks like. So not that anyone reads this but things are going great! I've got 2 jokes downpat and am working my 3rd right now. And I have to say so far they've been killing. I'm getting it all down and they really are funny. I've only performed for about 5 people though so it's alittle early to claim success yet tho. As far as practicing my jokes tho it's been going well. I may actually perform before I go back home because I really am that confident in what I have so far. On the otherhand I'm leaving in less that two weeks sooo. I better get on it ha. God bless y'all; not sure if I'll be back soon.

I'm back baby

2010-04-12T11:00:00.000-07:00

I'm not going to lie, yesterday I started practicing my lines for my first joke and at first it was a little discouraging. I hadn't acted in probably over a year really. Last year I did a show in the fall but that was it. I was rusty but after a good 15 mins of warming up I knew I was home again. I love performing, being in character is like going to another world through some time space dimension transporter. Ok well it's not that cool, but it's pretty fun. It's crazy though, I was excited because I finished my jokes, but only after one day of rehearsing I'm even more excited. I can be a funny dude, I have the talent, I just need to work my skills everyday. Essentially I have a little bit over a month til I perform if I keep my May 15th date. So I've pretty much broken it down, 5 jokes in 25 days, 5 days to learn each, and extra time to fine tune. So that's pretty much all I've been upto, that and being a social recluse because all I focus on is being funny. That and this oceanography test I'm about to own! God bless america

Evangalizing tis hard work

2010-04-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

I'm not very good at it. I should be though, all it is is just PR fo Jesus! So it's weekend time again, and of course the weather dropped and its no longer good beach weather. Oh well. I'm behind on finishing my jokes but I should be able to catch up in these next couple days. My HO took off my hold so I am good to go! Ready for next semester. I've been down lately, things have been looking hard but things always end up ok. I need to remember no matter what things will work out for the best. You gotta trust the world is not out to plot your death. I set out with the original goal to just perform once on stage. That's all I have to do, and it's all possible. I believe now anythings possible, maybe not directly the way you want it to be, but in some way anything is possible. Man wanted to fly, well we built an airplane. Michael Jackson wanted to be white, and he did it. That's all I'm saying anything can be done one way or another.

Summers here?

2010-04-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

I'll never go to sleep again. So I just found out my retard hearing officer (which is just a fancy way of saying the guy in charge of my housing complex) didn't forward all my finished materials to judicial services and now I they put a hold on my registration for classes. Its bs I was sanctioned and completed those sanctions months ago. Literally months ago and he didn't do his job. And of course he wasn't around all yesterday, and hasn't responded to my email. I don't care though I will camp out his office if I have to. I can't help but feel there is a world wide conspiracy against me even though I know there isn't... but maybe. I just hope I don't get screwed because of this.

chacha cha motha fucka!

2010-04-03T18:56:00.000-07:00

I used to think my problem was I couldn't handle liquor but actually my problem was that I could handle liquor. Because if I actually couldn't handle liquor I would puke or pass out and stop drinking but no I always finish the bottle before the night ends.

I apologize for the language but I have finished my jokes (except for two mini-jokes which are just
openers) and I am ready revise them and start practicing my routine. This is the second time I'll be moving my deadline up again. Which means I'm really ahead of where I planned to be. I should now be rehearsing by April 10th and have my jokes revised as well. Also I've already got 9 new joke Ideas that I can start writing when convenient. I have 15 jokes now, probably 6 of them are actually good-good, will no doubt make people laugh. So right now I just want to focus a routine before writing a million jokes I'm not sure I will use. Either way things are looking up. If my web cam would work I'd record another part of the documentary I'm making.

Chris Tucker stand up

2010-03-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

He was only 20 years old when he did this.

Deadlines Updates
- Finish jokes - 4/10 (And have taxes done)
- Revise Jokes - 4/15
- Start Rehearsing - 4/16
- Start looking for Show - 5/1
- Go home - 5/7
- Have first show scheduled or on - 5/15

I want Chinese not hongkong fuey

2010-03-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Cha. CHAAAAAA. Cha Son. Things have been going good. I'm writing a joke a day and feel like I'm actually completely within my deadline. I got a call for a job, even tho they were upfront about wanting a full time employee I still have a phone interview on Monday. I just applied to be a red bull rep and who knows.. it could happen. So things are looking good. I think I'm about ready to kick my smoking habit. It's getting so boring. My classes are looking good I just need to really focus on spanish. I have a ton of computer science to do from now until 11:59 tomorrow + my parents are visiting me today. They should be here within an hour most likely. I know I'll get everything done but it should be interesting. I don't know where it came from but somehow I've gotten my spark back, I'm motivated again. I'm focused and I haven't been focused in awhile just one day it snapped and came back very shortly ago. I gotta thank God on this one because it definitely wasn't anything I did. The motivation was just like Bam. So yeah things are going good, and my jokes are getting better and better.

Sweet Deal.

2010-03-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

Got housing next year. Thank the Lord. The system tried to screw me but I went straight to the housing office and got it cleared. I will officially be living in the best place on campus next semester. Perfect right in the middle on campus apartment. I had the chance to live with some steady people at a good place for next year but I turned it down. There's really no reason for me to be off campus yet. I don't party crazy anymore so besides that there's really no incentive to be anywhere else. My senior year I'm gonna find a house though. Just cause. Job's aren't looking too good for the summer. MY resume is a joke. Just like my comedy career. Officially wrote joke #4 yesterday, I have 13 more give or take. Should have a full set to pick and rehearse from. I'm Running out of time tho. It's march 24 and I go home May 7th. My plan is to perform by May 15th. That means I need to be rehearsing by at least May 1st. At best I'd like to be rehearsing by April 21st. April 20 is taken... ha. raw bah. So my jokes need to be completely revised by April 19th. And I need to finish them by April 15th. Tax day. Which reminds me I gotta get on that. Gotta pay my own taxes but i can't go into a bar and order a Guinness.

March Madness, St Patricks Day, South Park Premiere, Archer finale

2010-03-17T17:14:00.000-07:00

Having class at 8 in the morning after St. Patricks day is not convenient. Not that I would do anything crazy like last year.. but I'd atleast like to have the option available. I think I'm becoming each day. Before I was destroying my brain through partying, and now its rotting away because I'm no longer social. I can't win. I've written 3 jokes fully, I have around 17 ideas to write about left. All I want to do is perform stand up comedy once. Just once to say I did something I wanted to try when I was young.
Essentially I have 6 weeks to
- Finish another 15 or so jokes
- Rehearse
- Find a gig

I've already found alot of places where I can perform this summer.. surprisingly that was the easiest thing to do. I need to finish my jokes. I stopped working on my south park type cartoon (and believe me It's ready to be animated and lines recorded) but this is something I'm good at. I won't go as far to say it's a dream but its something I can do on my own and have creative control over. Well fame awaits, and so does call of duty 4

2B.A, Master

2010-03-02T14:04:00.000-08:00

I've been working on my comedy lately. I've found alot of venues that have open mic's. I will no doubt be ready by summer. I have probably 15 serious jokes, but I'll probably only get 2 mins min 10 mins max.

Anyway I found a blast from the past the other day: the cheesiest awesomest song ever.

Chapter 1.

2010-02-24T15:58:00.000-08:00

Temptation is a difficult entity. It takes many forms and suppresses individuals. More often two temptations come together, and create more sin. Some temptations can never fully disappear but can be overcome.

Didn't wanna leave you hangin

2010-02-20T08:20:00.000-08:00

Miniupdate: 6 weeks no sauce, and 7 jokes. 1 tested. Found a place to perform in nova for when I get back. I'd like to get atleast 10 by the summer. Most comedy albums are actually around 20 tracks.

How do you like me now

2010-02-12T19:09:00.000-08:00

1984 a crazy movie.

They should give me a show called the sober life.

2010-02-02T12:13:00.001-08:00

I love comedy. I love making people laugh. Now that I have a clear head I feel like I can finally pursue something greater. I need to set a direction for myself and just go. I'm busy with CR club right now, hopefully it will smooth out and we can get that working. I should finish writing some jokes. I have good ideas. Motivation is sporadic. It's hard to get yourself out there even if you want to. My only Advantage is my youth. I have time. I think I should start a comedy club at my school.

rock robotic rock

2010-01-21T21:03:00.000-08:00

You can and all charges will be dismissed

2010-01-19T18:45:00.000-08:00

And that was what the judge said when my accusing officer did not appear in court and I asked permission to request dismissal of my charges. Boom Baby. No probation, no fines, no community service, no alc abuse classes, no license suspension. Boom baby. ha. This is no doubt anything else but an act of God. That is why I may not be writing for awhile. I've decided to quit drinking completely. Second chances like this don't happen often and i'm a big believer in life throwing you signs. This was definitely a sign it's time to hang up my towel. I had fun, I'm glad I have these party reviews to remember the good times I had. I still might smoke some, but only on occasion. I may return 1 year and 4 months from now. Until then my only advice to anyone here is to stay black.

whaaaaaa

2010-01-16T00:20:00.000-08:00

I i'm cyrus? but im so readu. But damn hype i'm k ow im gpnaa be famoust too higgh i lo vien yiui hanngh maon tannah

1 down 1 to go

2010-01-12T14:24:00.000-08:00

Had my hearing for school today. Guilty as whatever. My parents will get a letter notification of my shortcomings and I will have to pay a 50 dollar fine, and attend university alcohol classes. Next tuesday I have court, and may have to pay fines, attend government alcohol classes, and be on probation, oh and do community service. I will also have my license restricted. Fail. If I'm lucky the judge will let me pay the fine for my misdemeanor and I will only have to have a restricted license. Eitherway I will have to make up some bs excuse to my parents about why the university caught me with carrot juice.In other news I had my first day of classes with my tuesday thursday schedule, and It hasnt been that bad. Actually classes look good.

One last tribute to freedom

Last weekend in limbo break

2010-01-08T12:27:00.000-08:00

Won 30 bucks in poker last night. And it was a hell of a game, almost lost all my chips and then put the little I had left all in and from there it was a fight back but some how I did it. What I hate about poker is it CAN be all skill until there's two people left. Then it pretty much becomes luck, if you play with my crowd atleast. I'm not excited about going back to school, but I'm not unexcited. School will be fine, I just want to get my court date over with. I'll be on probation half my summer which is wack. I'm really not feeling community service either. You gotta do what you gotta do, and know there's something to learn from every experience. God has a plan. Sometimes these things we hate the most really are just a test. Not to mention the one thing that gets me through this is, I gotta long life to live. 6 months is nothing in the grand scheme of things. I definitely need to find a girlfriend who can drive me around wherever I want to go and bring me sandwiches when I need them though. The license restriction is gonna be the worst, but I know it wont be that bad. Mostly though I need to keep my head up and keep living my life. When you get angry, and pissed off thats when a punishment is working its best. I need to do what I gotta do with a smile on my face. If I don't its just more satisfaction the government gets. Live well is the best revenge.

Twenty Ten: The Future is here

2010-01-04T18:46:00.000-08:00

Not much is goin on. I have one more week of break and it's all gone by pretty fast Last year we had a month, this time only 3 weeks. I'll see if I feel ready to leave next weekend. I'm most likely going to be put on probation when I go to court. It won't be too bad I guess. Attend 2 alc classes, do comm service, and only drive to school or work. I really don't drive anywhere at college anyway. The comm service might suck but hopefully I can find somewhere not bad. I don't really toke up often so breaking up with mary jane should come easy. And heres the kicker. I was charged for alc possession, and on probation I'll be tested for pot, cocaine, heroin etc. but the government will have no way of stopping me from drinking alcohol. oh hey irony how are you? I'm not into hardcore drugs, I just like to have a drink once and awhile, now I will just have a drink with a side of government inconvienence. I'm not angry about my situation, I was but now i'm not. It's just the fact that the whole thing is much more of a waste of time than it is a punishment. Either way I look forward to this next semester. Everyday is an opportunity.

Hangovers

2010-01-01T13:22:00.000-08:00

Things to Remember: Eggs, Bananas, Cranberry juice + Water. They say advil helps and I take it like candy but I never feel a difference. Caffeine in the form of a pill can help because caffeine expands blood vessels in the brain but it also dehydrates you so you have to drink more water to compensate: But doesnt everyone do that anyway when hungover?

So new years eve was a shit show. Never ended up going to k's party because no one was thurr when I showed up. And I showed up at 9:30 prime party time. So under these circumstances I was hard pressed to find a party. This year it was mostly small things and my friends had all dispersed to random pow wows that I probably wouldnt have fun at anyway. So I call up my neighbor/friend/smokingbuddy (this is when I know I'm desperate) And he's at a small party with this guy we went to highschool with, and I'm like hell yea somewhere to go, I'm in. And then he's like by the way its an all black party. To which I got there and it was. My other friend and I were the only white people. That said it was still a pretty fun party for somewhere I didn't know anyone.

Crunkness: 8.5/10 - Maybe Alittle too crunk by the end of the night, but i never seemed to run out of coors. had a little ganja and champagne. It was all good

Fun: 8 /10 - Just knowing I didn't spend new years alone with a 12 pack is pretty reassuring. I had fun; mostly I was just glad to be somewhere.

Atmosphere: 8.5/10 -Ha it was kinda weird being the only white person at first, but everyone was friendly(for the most part). I did something i hadn't done in a long time which was party with adults lol. They were pretty cool tho

Extras: 9 /10 - Props to this one, the night was full of unexpected things, and mostly good ones too.

Shenanigans: 8/10 - well theres blood spots all over my carpet because I cut my toe lol. the party I was at was just a huge shenanigans fest.

Overall: 8.3/10 - I had fun, but I couldnt see myself partying like this everyweekend. Definitely a good one time thing. I gotta go the random 8.3 tho, better than a 8/10 night but not quite a 8.5, eitherway I had a fun time and probably wont forget this nye

New Years Eve

2009-12-31T08:15:00.000-08:00

Not too excited about tonight. Most likely partrying with the same chumps from last time :/. Unless kl comes through but I'm already sure that wont happen. My hometown has never been a huge party one, which means usually only one person has a party for special events like NYE. Anyway I guess I'll put this in pros and cons

Pros-
-Getting my own case
-hs friends will be there
-House is close

Neutral-
-It just snowed this morning
-It might rain tonight

Cons-
-Getting my own case
-Not tight with the party thrower
-There will be douchebags present fo sho

Party Score Prediction: 7.5

I guess I should write about my weekend

2009-12-22T11:00:00.000-08:00

Meh. Got back home friday. We had a massive snow blizzard here in the nothern va. But it didnt stop us from partying! I saw a good amount of my hs friends, and randoms. I've got to be honest, this party is for my triplet friends and it's always been sort of a tradition but this year was just kind of wack. The '07 and '09 kids from my highschool are lame for the most part. My class 08 is small and not very into partying. Not to mention it started snowing at 9 so even less people came out. I still had a decent time out but previous years had been better. I also had to limit my consumption because of the nasty roads.

Crunkness: 8/10 - I did pretty well for knowing a drive home early was in order. I felt pretty good when I left, when I actually got home I felt kinda crunk ha.

Fun: 7.5 /10 - I had fun, it was good to see most my friends. Too many people I know, but I wasn't tight with tho. Not to mention drinking games were nearly absent.

Atmosphere: 7.5/10 -Again all people I know, too many I don't care about. I mostly stuck with my friends, thankfully there were enough people I liked to conversation hop.

Extras: 7.5 /10 -The skippy ran out in 30 minutes, beer availability seemed to be questionable (finally a run was made). Seeing old friends is probably the only thing that kept this afloat bitch.

Shenanigans: 5 /10 - Nothing absolutely nothing crazy. I heard people so spent the night had a few, but this party was house cat not a lion. The only thing close was my search for beer in the basement. Apparently too many freeloaders came in and coors had to be hidden, but not from me I get my shit!

Overall: 7 /10 - This party struggled, but came out alive. I might have to party with college friends after this affair tho.

Btw this is too funnyto leave out!

Close

2009-12-14T13:14:00.001-08:00

I've been dealing with some drama lately. haven't gotten around to posting. I've had some good weekends. I've been dealing with court and stuff and exams. I don't write about it because it's not something I need to put out there. I'll get to my weekend. Bday/christmas party saturday night. Had fun. I've also stopped drinking like I used to. No more seanjeff split personality crazyness. I'm lucky I still have friends after all the 3am calls haha. Finally some friends said stop get your life together. It really hasn't been that hard to not drink as much though. All I did was stop pregaming, now I can drink all night and not be wasted. Which is crazy how high college will push one's tolerance.

Crunkness: 8/10 - I'm rating this different now. Too crunk (which wasn't possible before) now deducts points. 10/10 is just right, but not too much. That being said I got pretty good saturday. Probably good I stopped when I did but probably could of has a few mo.

Fun: 8.5 /10 - Another good party night with all my friends. the place got crowded sometimes, and some people left early but it was all good. Played some pb and flipcup. talked to people.

Atmosphere: 8.5/10 -Alot of people, almost all my peeps but some left early. Still friendly atmosphere since it was m's bday party so it was mostly the same crowd. Not to mention hotchicks galore.

Extras: 8.5 /10 - I've recently begun playing more drinking games ironically because it helps me drink less, but it makes for meeting people and more fun much easier. Most people were dressed up because it was supposed to be formal-ish.

Shenanigans: 7.5 /10 -Nothing really to speak of. Riding my skateboard back to my place was interesting but fun. In reality it was much more of a conversation party than a people doing backflips shindig if you know what i'm saying

Overall: 8 /10 -Solid, party on wayne & garth

weekdays suck

2009-11-16T19:48:00.000-08:00

I dont really feel like updating but whatever I have nothing else going on. I should because I had a good weekend though. Thanks to hurricane ida we had Thursday and friday off from school AND my friday morning court date was canceled. Cash register sound bam. It did make for sloppy party travels but that didnt stop me. I partyied anyway. Thursday night played edward 40 hands sort of, but then stopped after one; it was just inconvienent. Went to some random house and and was soaked from walking in the rain. It was all good though. Thursday night parties are always all good. But then I drunk called a million people and felt like an asshole the next day ha. Friday night, my apt did not have power for most the day but came back at night, no parties chilled with my roomates, watched blues brothers. Saturday night, went crazy at my friends house, was on things I'd rather not speak of. And got really into the movie waterboy and chain smoked hookah. I lost my ganja on my way home tho. Wack.

Crunkness: 9.5 /10
-Friday night I was mad wasted. Saturday i was tripping wasted and smacked, not even on planet earth anymore. Have not gotten this crazy in awhile.

Fun: 8.5 /10
- I had a fun weekend. Just more good times with friends.

Atmosphere: 9/10
-The storm and days off gave the weekend a bonus. Most of the time I was with my friends though. I don't think I met anyone at the thursday party.

Extras: 9 /10
- Again hurricane, 4 day weekend, canceled court date. Hell yea. And M visited from vt. Not too mention seeing all the flooded streets.

Shenigans: 8 /10
-Walking in the rain and tripping, good stuff. All the drunkdials, and losing my gangja not as good. I also finished with 0 dollars in my wallet. this was a wash

Overall: 9 /10
- Good solid stuff. Grandma would be proud

Btw CHECK THIS OUT, the new future love of my life

NELLY VOICE here comes the!booom!

2009-11-15T00:27:00.000-08:00

I love no class this morning

2009-11-09T08:00:00.000-08:00

Or how my cellphone doesnt work. Aye. Had a good weekend made me forget that I have court this next friday. Im not worried just gotta get a pd. Anyway Friday night my friends K,R,S,& S had a wig party. Lots of juice and a keg plus lots of crazy wigs ( even tho I kinda copped out ). I got super shwasted, and don't remember how I arrived at my place of residence the next morning. I also had some bruises ha. Saturday my brother came down to visit. It was cool went to the game, and showed him my campus but honestly he's too old to party at 28 ( even though my friends thought he looked around 21). Luckily he was just kinda tired so we ended up watching the bully beat down host miller get his ass beat on nbc. And the heavy weight championship was pretty good too.

Crunkness: 9 /10
- The stuff ran out right as I was approaching madcrunkness ha. But it all caught out eventually. I was goooone

Fun: 8.5 /10
- Fun night, Quarters and bp going all night. Talking about wigs and telling my friends they look better with them than normal is always good for a laugh.

Atmosphere: 9/10
-Great atmosphere, all my friends, and not too many randoms but enough to talk to when bored. Definitely one of the better things about being an upperclassmen; most my friends have houses now.

Extras: 8.5 /10
- Friend from last year m showed up, everyone was excited to see her. Other friend m came and he's always funny. Wigs definitely count as an extra such good convo starters.

Shenigans: 8 /10
- Played alot of bp and quarters, and apparently I was being mad funny as if I remembered ha. Anyway good times. Not sure how I got home but im sure that was a crazy story.

Overall: 9 /10
- just plain fun. Love parties with all my friends. good conversations lots of games & of course wigs.

btw these cups are full of mountain dew CODE RED! & I'm on the right

Charged

2009-11-01T21:51:00.000-08:00

Had a good weekend. Things have been a bit on the rough side lately so it was nice to get away. Since it was Halloween i figured an update was in order. I can already say my last Halloween was better but this one was good nonetheless. Yea I just said nonetheless. Anyway Friday night went to J's birthday party, It was fun; good amount of people all friendly. Cops showed up around 12 and busted it. I found a corner and hid until they let us go. No jumping fences this time. Anyway got arrested last weekend because a party got busted and like a dumbass jumped the fence and literally 2 cops were just having a conversation on the other side. They later let everyone go and no one got in trouble FML. I wish i had more pictures from this weekend. My costume was pretty balling. I wasn't anything specific but I had a cape, a ninja mask and my green boxers over my pants. Dressed in black of course. Pregamed at R's for like 2 hours (way too long) but it was straight. Went to this packed party then left for this smaller one. It was tight, 2 kegs and not too many people, but alot of people i knew. I was with all my friends too. What more can you ask for eh? Nothing crazy went down but i heard some wack stories about other places so maybe that was good. I'm sure some pictures might come up later but that was the one thing that sucked; who doesnt bring a camera on Halloween? Anyway

Crunkness: 8.5 /10
-No where near last year but still good. Saturday started off slow but I got to where I needed to be. Liquor then kegs? hell yea.

Fun: 8.5 /10
- who doesnt have fun on Halloween. Costumes, candy and beer. Oh yea. I had fun, wish I could of done more party hopping but I found a good place so why push it.

Atmosphere: 9/10
- Props to this one. Partying with all my friends, and all the people I didnt know were friendly too. Not too mention it wasnt that crowded.

Extras: 8 /10
- People in costumes were tight. Saw some good ones. Went to del veqs at the end of saturday which is always a good way to end a night. Overall though kind of tame besides this stuff.

Shenigans: 7.5 /10
- My boxers over my pants was a good conversation starter ha. But thats about it. Good conversation night but the crazyness could of used an upstart.

Overall: 8.3 /10
-8.3 whaat? Yea thats lame but honestly better than an 8 not good enough for and 8 5. Had fun, I think it'll always have that shadow from last year over it. Not to mention the run of bad luck I've had the last couple weeks. They say once you fall down you need to get up and try again though. Its true for partying too

loss for words

2009-10-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

I'm stressed somewhere between depressed and angry I am stressed. This year is not going how I planned. or how I wanted at all. I turned off my cellphone today. I knew if I had it on I'd just continue the same road. I don't care if my friends think I'm ignoring them. My grades are slipping; the one thing I thought I actually have and I feel it walking away from me too. My best friend from last year is gone, my other friends I never see because they live off campus, and for whatever reason I can't let myself fall into the group of people I've been hanging out with lately. The reason why my saturday night sucked was not because it was storming outside and no houses were throwing down. It sucked because I was stuck with two friends who I realized had become my new core friends, and no offense to them I don't want them to become my best friends. I don't want another group of friends. I no saying things was better before is all bullshit but I'm feeling discouraged. I'm not making any new gains and I feel like there is no where I can. I know it takes time for things to get getter; I just gotta be ready. The one thing I can not do is not be ready for when things pick up

No momma the search continues - Busted

2009-10-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

poor Balloon boy; as the media has dubbed him.

Anyway don't have much to say about my weekend. It was cold wet and rainy. Friday I hung out with jose. And went to a few houses. It was alright. But saturday I did jackshit. Worst weekend night I've ever had. I feel like it's not fair to rank my weekend because the two day's were so opposite. I have 2 tests and a paper due tomorrow. I'm not angry but I'm frustrated about my current social situation.

Home fo the weekend; but why don't my parents keep the heat above 68

2009-10-12T08:07:00.001-07:00

It's freezing in this house. Anyway I came home for columbus day weekend. None of my other friends have a fall break but it's all good. I got to catch up with some old nova friends. I saw kl, b, c, and rr. Anyway it was good to see one of my friends who didnt come back to college this year. PArtied pretty hard. I also discovered the true evil of beerbongs.

Crunkness: 9/10
-Thank God fo DD's ha. Pregamed on a bottle of pomegranate burnettes. Then head to a house with a fridge stocked full of budlight. Only to discover I would not be drinking from the can's but some sort of funnel device that should probably never been invented.

Fun: 9/10
-So much fun, even tho this party was alittle far from my nbhood. I still knew tons of people from before I moved.

Atmosphere: 9/10
-Everyone was hella friendly. I'm surprised now but didnt think about it then. Of course theres always one girl whose way overly friendly and then you find out she has a boyfriend the next day ha.

Extras: 10/10
-Seeing tons of old friends I used to be super tight with was the shit. The free ride home and beer bong was legit too.

Shenigans: 8/10
-I won't lie, it was conversation kinda night. Did some stuff but nothing wild

Overall: 9/10 Great night. Probably couldnt be better for the situation. Give it a few more escapades and it probably would of been a 10/10. It's funny how much harder these kids party than people i was friends with in hs.

No thats ignorant!

2009-10-08T11:23:00.000-07:00

Fall break this weekend. I'm happy to reload on some groceries and get another faux. I'm not even sure if anyof my hs friends will be around but ohwell. I'm not sure If this weekends gonna be anygood but ohwell, Atleast I can catch up on some HBO shows. Maybe even check out Curb Your enthusiam. South Park was amazing last night. Anyone whose seen the "Mr Jefferson" episode will love it.

RAWR I was trashed

2009-10-04T11:03:00.000-07:00

Oh man don't get me started on this weekend. I'm still alittle tipsy writing this. I need taco bell. I'm missing my hat and k's sunglasses. Any way Friday saw blink 182. We were pregaming in the parking lot, and my friend needed to sell aticket. So he found these dudes and they were like yeah we need a ticket but we need a ride too, and we'll split this 24 pack with you if you do. So we started drinking corona and smirnoff. It was quite niice, not to mention the show was pretty tight too. Travis's stage lifted up in the air and he jammed out for awhile. The only thing that sucked is that they only played for about an hour and 15mins. Saturday night my other friend k had a cocktail party, which quickly turned regular party with the run out of liquer. But everyone had to dress formal (of course ppl blew that off too) but i was looking freshhhh. wish i had some pictures. some might pop up on face book soon. Anyway I was gone. Gone gonnnneeeeeeee. Done. Mad Done. Here we go

Crunkness: 11/10
-Oh man what can I say, Jeff was out that night and I was retarded. good stuff. I don't know if
i'll be chillin with burnetts anytime soon again tho.
Fun: 9/10
-Alot of fun and close friends. Good stuff. Talked to people played some bp all that. The blink 182 concert was good too.
Atmosphere: 8/10
-Very nice, Alot of my good friends, and alot of my regular party goer bud's. Most people were really friendly but i was too trashed to care anyway ha, Although at the end of the night, I peaced to M's (don't know why) And this random bitch was just in bitch mode. Aside from that everything was great.
Extras:8/10
- Saw basicallly everyone i'm tight with. K's house is kinda small, but the fact that I could get shots basically on demand was a big plus for me. The formal theme was nice. Im always down to dress up
Shenigans: 8/10
-Broke L's shot glass, kinda funny. Talked to many people, and kept pouring drinks. Nothing out of the ordinary. Macked on these asian chicks at the blink concert, but then I lost my seat laaamme

Overall: 9/10
- Great weekend. So trashed, All my friends. Don't know what else to say haha

Anyway this is the only pic I've found so far, playing bp.

Pj's the projects ; livin in the pjs

2009-09-30T11:22:00.000-07:00

Things going alright this week. It's only wednesday but oh well. This weekend should be fun, my friends having a formal cocktail party. It should be a nice change from the schloppy regular ones I go to. I think I'm getting sick so I need to take care of that before it gets bad, I just avoided a cold like 2 weeks ago. Anyway I've had this song stuck in my head for the last couple days. It's by one hit wonder fountains of wayne but it's not stacys mom

Nice Bounceeee

2009-09-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

Too my surprise I had a pretty good weekend. I think it's mostly because I did not expect much which led to surprises. My parents came down and visited me this weekend. It wasn't as bad as I thought, I actually enjoyed the time. it was nice to see them again.. and get food. Friday night my parents came down around 5, we had dinner, and saw the movie up shown by out student council. I had never seen it so it was straight. I also showed them my place since they hadnt seen it. Afterwards I went over to ryan's place. It was chill had some so co, and natty. no parties were going on so it was good to do something. Saturday I woke up, went to breakfast with my folks, ate food, later on we tailgated ate more food then went to the game. Luckily the crowd wasnt talking like sailors. My parents are old fashion, no cursing classy people. So I'm glad it wasnt that bad I only heard bullshit 4 times and no F bombsss.We lost 28 to 31 tho which sucked we would of been 4-0. After wards I hit up myfriends bp tournament. Now i'm not good at bp, but some how me and my friend got 3rd place. And we lost by one cup in the semifinals. House rules were wack we did notget redemption for some stupid technicality. Anyway had a fun night and I wasnt even that gone. This is getting kind a long tho so im just gonna gonna wrap it up like a 70 year old on cialis.

Weekend
Crunkness: 7/10
-As for actual crunkness, I didnt get too bad, but considering I had to stay in my game for the bp tourney I was exactly where I needed to be.
Fun: 9/10
-Exciting rush on saturday night, Getting all the way to the semifinals and losing by one cup. I'd do it again if I could.
Atmosphere: 6/10
-Not bad.. definitely people I didnt know, good amount I did. People werent overly friendly at first but surprisingly once me and my friend starting winning games alot of random people started talking to us.
Extras:8/10
- Definitely didnt expect to do as well as I did which was nice. My friend also found a stray kitten and of course we brought it in from the rain and went crazy smothering it hah. the so co shots on friday night were nice too.
Shenigans: 7/10
-Same old crazy stuff, making bad passes on peoples gf's and things. Nothing too crazy tho

Overall: 8.5/10
- Good, Good solid weekend, especially after a dry spell. As much as I want to give it a higher score, i know I've had even better ones in the past, but im def nothing but happy after this one.

I know im pushing this but this songs trippin me out

This is Sparta

2009-09-24T20:50:00.000-07:00

I just watched Yes Man, quite the inspirational movie. Especially since things have been a little boring for me lately. So I'm going to say yes to everything for a week, except for stupidbullshitthings people would try to play. That said, why not? But fo real 7 days This Friday to next Friday, All yes. On a different note my parents are coming to visit this weekend they'll be here tomorrow at 4. Atleast theyre bringing me food. Hopefully they wont be offended by drunk college kids at the football game. I'm not sure how this will affect my partying game this weekend, I was hoping to come back like bam after last week but I'll see what comes. Bp tournament this weekend if I can make it out. I should get to bed though, sleeping might be hard I've been stoned the last three nights before i went to bed. looks like its advil od time, ha just kidding kind of

Now jump up and get crazy

2009-09-22T12:02:00.000-07:00

I've been messing around with madtracker lately, its this free program that makes beats. After 7 months I'm finally learning how to structure songsish. One day I'll be a famous rapper or something. I realized I actually do like going to my classes. It gives me something to do, so does homework. I think I bombed my marketing test. It was the damn product Growth Martix. I hate doing bad on the first test in a class. It puts so much pressure on the other tests. On the up my spanish 2 test went great. I have two tests next week, I need to get to work on Oceanography. Oceanography & Marketing are probably going to be my most challenging classes this semester; Communications my throw me off some but hopefully not. Anyway I leave you with me and my dawg ontop of our friends car

Fail. FailFailFail

2009-09-20T09:31:00.000-07:00

It figures my Satruday night would suck too. I feel like a loser posting twice in a weekend, but who am i kiddin I am one. not. ish. My saturday night was wack too. Went to a party, got 2 cups ; keg was tapped. Peaced on my friends with other friends I met at the party to go hang out with maryjane. But like the dumbasses we are, the 3 of us decided to roll right on campus. Cops came, my friend got arrested. I felt bad me and this other girl just got to leave. It was stupid, apparently my friends alright. Then I met up with my other friends from the original party, they peaced said it was lame. I went over to m's afterwards but that was wack too. I ended up going home pretty sober, only to wake up today so I can study for 2 tests. This weekend gets a 3/10. I'll give it some points for the attempt on my part to have fun, but mostly it was just a downer. I rate my weekends by 4 catagories. I know this is worst weekend to go into this but I have along day of hw to do.

Crunkness: 3/10
fun: 1/10
Atmosphere: 4/10
Extras:4/10
Shenigans: 4/10

Extras really just includes people I meet, randoms things that happens. misc things. Shenigans is well, drunk shenigans.

homework on a saturday.

2009-09-19T12:07:00.000-07:00

I got my fake taken yesteday. it ruined my friday I was in a terrible mood. didn;t really drink peaced out at 11:30. Depressing. I think I'm ready to party again tonight.. I did my mourning yesterday, what pisses my off is now I have to depend on other people to get stuff, and I'm just going to think about how I used to not to. Not to mention things arent going well with my friends really. Now I have a shit ton of work to do tonight, and alot more studying to do tomorrow.

Is it sad the most exciting part of my week is my classes

2009-09-15T21:26:00.000-07:00

I've just accepted the fact that I can't fall asleep until 2am now. It's not my fault, I wake up at 10am everyday(excluding weekends)and I try to fall asleep by 1 but I cant. Usually I end up getting into bed at 12am flat, and literally I just lay there until 2 sometimes 3. I don't know if thats insomnia but I legit cant cant sleep. I'll probably look up some tylenol pm later. It's been a slow week, two days has felt like forever. Monday I have 5 classes though. Tomorrow I only have 4, Friday 3. It keeps getting better. What really sucks is my 1 tuesday thursday class. It shits on my whole schedule. On the good side I feel like I finally get my Oceanography class, right at the last possible second where I still have time to turn everything around. Theres still Like 2 weeks before our first exam. I don't know why but I feel like I have no excuse to get nothing but great grades. I mean last year I was party'd out atleast 2 nights a week, always if not more. Some weeks I was trashed all 7 days. And now all my partying is exclusively on week days. Even with this feeling my goal is still above a 3.6, which would be a 3.7 an exact tie with my first semester of last year. Anyway I've babbled about this shit too long. Tomorrows wednesday, another chance for success

Learned Doctors

2009-09-13T21:23:00.000-07:00

So the weekend came and life was good again. I had alot of fun but dealt with alot of house owning douchebags. Friday night is really a blur. Not much happened, chilled at a friends place drank some shat. Saturday I went to our game, legit ownage we won 49 to 17, jump to 2-0. The Game was mad fun, first one I've been to. Saturday night, hit up this place, the party was bouncing but the people at the door were straight ignant shits. It's all good I had fun and didnt pay 5 bucks either, and still drank their shitty ass beer. Oh yeaa. After that walked with a shit ton of people to another party that was busted, but we set up shop made jungle juice and got maddd shwasted. I'd give this weekend a Reasonable 8.5/10: a good solid weekend with some oh snap moments, but dragged down by house owning douches. Anyway so i'm sort of a mini celebrity now. You should be my fan its to the Right.

It's called hot and heavy?

2009-09-09T16:09:00.000-07:00

how the hell did this happen. I couldn't write earlier, but now I think I can. You know what I hate, you can be the world's best soldier ever, and still die from the worlds worst soldier by a via gun. I could (never will) write an award winning novel right here, and no one would know. I haven't had a good day today but it's not the kind of bad day I can really write about. I like to think of myself as a confident person, but not every situation can really have a confident spin on it. Everything is always better in hindsight, but why is that. Why do people set unreasonable expectations from the past on their present. I know this is about me, I can blame other people for things, but if I enjoy or do not enjoy my life that is all me. I don't know where to go from here. I feel like I improve in one area of my life and then realize I need work somewhere else where I thought things were going well. Anyway I long for the old days with my pet paanda, and his toad friend.

being hungry sucks

2009-09-07T20:08:00.000-07:00

Good weekend. enough said. I was mad rucked up. Our school had it's first football game in 69 years. People were tailgating everything was crazy. I passed out mad early that night though. Probably because I started too early My friday night was a blur. Had labor day off today, got my shit done, gotta go to the bank tomorrow tho. Thats about all I can say though I'd give my weekend a 8/10 . Side note this has been entertaining me for the last couple days.

thirsty thursdays

2009-09-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

George Lopez heals the pain. I never thought I'd be bored a week into college but I am. Not the same kind of bored I was during summer, more of a disappointed bored that everything is different now. My weekends SHOULD still be good. I guess I'll find out this one, if I can get 2 for 2 i'll feel pretty good. Classes are straight so far, met some people but nothing on the serious side yet. Thinking about joining a club this year. I need an extracirricular if i decide to transfer to virginia. It depends if I get above a 3.6 this semester. I try not to get to personal but yeah things need to change alittle. I think i might need less piece of shit friends.

lame titles and status updates

2009-08-31T21:01:00.001-07:00

First day of classes today, only 1 class tomorrow. Things went pretty well with some ironic and awkward moments involving seeing people whom I embarrassed my self much with while drunk. Still though I feel like i can succeed this semester. All A's are definitely a possibility so far (excluding my comm class tomorrow which i will find out about). I met probably 3 new people today. Not bad. I've been thinking of some rules for meeting new people

1. Don't be stuupid
-pretty self explanatory not to be a dumbass
2. keep it short and confident
-depressing life stories don't make friends
3. take advantage of opportunities
- there are tons of chances to start conversations. I think once you learn to just do it, the more opportunities you see.

I'm excited to see where this year goes. Things are on the up, you can never stop trying to make things better for yourself though.

smoke clowns like you on the bball court

2009-08-30T20:26:00.000-07:00

My first weekend back, and it was good one. Being a sophomore is fun, but different. I'd rate this weekend a 8.4/10. Not exceptionally great, but full of good surprises and nostalgia. Whats good about college now is that my friends all have houses now, which makes finding a good party is alot easiar. Friday partied at a friends house, lots of free beer and good crowd. Cops showed up and busted the place after being there for probably an hour and a hhalf. Good time, the night crippled with an extra long walk across the boulevard. but plus'd with pizza at the end of the night. Saturday no hangover, and went to another friends of mine's house. The party was huge and I was severely gone by the end of the night. Saw almost all my friends and met some people. Sunday morning major hangover, but i probably deserved it ha. Good stuff, Living on campus a second year is nice but weird, as many of my friends now have houses. I'm hanging out with more of my secondary friends now bc they are the only ones on campus. Not really a bad thing but different.

Even Rocky Had A Montage

2009-08-27T19:00:00.001-07:00

Going back to school tomorrow, Life turnaround can now begin..

What Am I fighting for

2009-08-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

I've been wondering If I have a drinking problem lately. I dont drink everyday, but I probably drink more than I should. I've definitely stopped drinking as much as I used to, but I still do it when it's not needed. Tomorrow is wednesday, I leave Friday morning, still need to pack. I am on edge, anxious, everything. I want to be back where I belong and fastforward these last days. I am ready to go back, ready to see my friends, AND even ready to face that one person who I've spent my life searching for/Hiding from. I AM READY. I only ask that God does not bring it on too fast. I hope my DDR pad works tomorrow, it didnt today, and I needthat shit. I hate running, I cant do cardio without it, plus it takes me away from reality ha. thats all for today Payce

its the final Countdown ?

2009-08-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

I leave on Friday to go back to school. This has been the longest summer, and most boring one I think I've ever had. Looking back I don't have much to say about it. One of my good friends isn't coming back to school this semester which sucks, but I'm not to worried. I'm more worried about my other friends that are coming back,they are not the most dependable. I am living on campus again so maybe I will make some new friends. I feel very ready to focus on school work again, I'm almost done with my Gen ed's, and I'm starting my minor/major. Right now my GPA is a 3.6 I'd like to see it go up some. I guess my main goal is to get above a 3.6 for this year, both semesters. Straight A's would be nice lol I wish I got good grades in Highschool, its a damn self esteem booster fo sho.

The Dullest moment of my life

2009-08-16T13:29:00.000-07:00

Waiting on my boxers to finish washing so i can take a shower after playing DDR and working out. I have 12 days left, and I'm not even sure if which of my friends have left and which are still here, but I'm pretty sure I'm the last one after this weekend. I didnt even really say good bye to anyone. To be honest I don't really care to either. Ever since i my parents went out of town all I've really done is be anti social and workout in basement. I just have this idea in my head all I should be focusing on is going back to school and being ready to make friends. All i've really done tho is lose my beer belly. While it is nice not feel like a fatshit It'll just be back after my first semester haha. Anyways I'm ready to go back to my awesome fun party everynight and get amazing grades college life. And yes it really is exactly like that. :D

dig it

2009-08-13T12:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was kind of another wake up call. Almost in a good way though, nothing bad happened but something could of happened which made me think. I've come along way, but I still need to drink more responsibly. I've done really well since my party actually, usually everything is fine I just need to stay away from my cellphone really. So far im on the upnup tho. I only have 2 more shifts at my job left, thank god, & one happens to be tonight. I havent told my mom that I'm working so little, hopefully she wont notice. What can I say, I'm done with summer and I'm practically just waiting for college to start again. Most my hs friends leave this weekend, so its gonna be a boring 2 last weeks. I'll be playing ddr alot probably. ha

You should always live your life as if you were looking back 6 months from now

2009-08-10T23:07:00.000-07:00

I have not been doing that lately at all, and I regret it. I think about if I could redo lost years alot; not everyday, but probably atleast once a week. I think about how much more fun high school could of been, and I also think about how much fun my first year of college was. I feel like i've reached a dead end here. I sort of have nothing to say and I sort of have everything to say. I've been thinking about this summer and how its really sucked, I'm glad its almost over now. I wish I could say I've learned something from these months but I know I havent. Infact I've probably lost my way alot really. I know I've pissed off two girls who will not be talking to me for along time. I also feel like my hs friends are the most boring people ever; I know theres not much to do but we never do anything, atleast our senior year we went to the movies and sports games on weekends. Not to mention any prospects of myself meeting women were put on hold the minute I left my school for summer. Don't even get my started on my job and my fatshitabouttodiefromaheartattackbecauseofstress kitchen manager. The only thing nice has been my fake id which i stopped using because I kept doing stupid stuff while wasted. Damn I really miss college, and my friends, and fun. It's 2:21am I can't sleep and im feelin pessimistic

blah

2009-08-06T19:24:00.000-07:00

I just finished working tonight, only to come home and be harassed by family over stupid bs. I'm so tired of living at home I cant imagine how long this last three weeks is going to be. Next year I'm definitely living off campus. Its not that I mind living on campus, the on campus apartments are really nice ( well mine is ) But I cannot deal with waiting til aug 28th.I know im just bitching and have an easy life and things could be worse, but things could be better and thats my point, why settle for less?

You know how they say we only use 10% of our brains, well I think we only use 10% of our hearts

2009-08-02T17:23:00.000-07:00

So it's been a week since the god damn shit show. Good to say I've bounced back pretty well. Haven't had a drink in awhile, week ha. Anyway I feel fairly good about myself, lately I've spent most my time exercising, and playing DDR. Or mixing the two in an unholy Drexercising.

Thats about all I have to update, Im looking forward to : Quitting my job, and leaving for school again. Other than that I'm just trying to stay busy, and not fuck up again. Don't judge me.

You'll pay for this Captain Planet

2009-07-29T14:34:00.000-07:00

So i'm picking up my parents today from the airport. This weekend has been an interesting experience that I hope I never have to repeat again. I also lost my camera, I think someone stole it but I'm not sure it was cheap anyway but the memory stick was not..I don't think I really learned anything, but some of priorities have been put back in place so that is good. It's funny I completely forgot I have work tomorrow too until someone texted me today about shifts. Anyway not to be so boring I will leave you with this: Random girl whose name escapes me and I will never run into again.

Been awhile

2009-07-27T19:47:00.000-07:00

I decided I could use a place to write some useless stuff. Life Update; going to school, love it but home for the summer right now and hate it. My parents went out of town so i threw a party at my house. This was the first time I ever really had done something like that but it went pretty well. Everyone had a good time, my house wasn't trashed and I got sufficiently shitty. On the bad side tho alot of my friends bitched out, I only made 30 dollars back, I ended up calling my ex gf like a dumbass and my friend was pulled over and taken to jail, not that he should of been driving in the first place.

Basically it was a pretty good night I'd give it 84% out of 100. Yes it was specifically 84% good.
Right now i'm just kind of chillin til my parents come back. I dont think i'm throwin down again, too much pressure and stress. I think I might comeback to writing on this thing, its not like much else is going on in my life ha

I know you think im pretty when im standing top the bright lit city

2007-10-09T18:05:00.000-07:00

basically a quick life update since i dont really care about this thing i just have no one to tell stuff

- broke up with my girlfriend of 1 year and 5 months, she was starting to control everything i did so i was like, no mo'

-im actually starting on our team, at d tackle , as small as i am i still manage to fsu it up, if i didnt lift all year this would of never happened. its great that i start and all but our team is 0-5
so it all cancels out.

- im failing precal, ap lit and physics and my parents keep telling me i wont go to college. not good, not good at all.

thats basically it, i think im bringing back wolverine after hc. atleast for the last football game

Covered in cowardice

2007-08-29T08:02:00.000-07:00

Summer ends in 5 or 6 days, and our first game is this friday in west Va. and im not starting. Im not gonna say it was anyone's fault but mine, because it was. I play middle linebacker, and the coaches pretty much left the door open for me and i couldn't do it. The first scrimmage i got tore up by all the tackles, i missed the running back 3 times, and i think i only got one tackle (althouth i did stop him right before he got to the inzone) By that time my bubble was popped though, next practice the moved a defensive end ( who played MLB last year) back. Now theres no hope of me working to beat this guy out , he could really play like crap and the coaches would still start him, he doesn't but he could, so i've been looking at some of the things i do wrong

-i studder, and go eastwest and not down hill, leaving myself open for offensive tackles to bash me around, also preventing me from getting to the ball quick

- when i tackle, i do three things wrong,
I go full speed and slow down about 2 feet from the hit
I close my eyes before contact, i dont think im scared its just habit
I lower my head because of this i think (really bad thing could kill me)

- I go 3 quarter speed, dont persuit sometimes(i've gotten better at both of these) Im not the fastest guy on the team, i need to go full speed everytime.

- I suck at reading keys, but im getting better, i look at what direction the gaurds headed and then look to the full back to doublecheck.

Thats about it, I've been thinking alot about this, so i decided if i wrote it down i could always check to see what i've got better at.

Michael Vick you had it coming

2007-08-27T09:14:00.000-07:00

He should of had an underground facility or something. My weekend pretty my much blew, but they all do now with my nazi parents. The highlight was probably saturday when we went blitzing to houses to sell our fund raisers, coupon books for football. Which aren't too much of a scam if you get past the 20 bucks we charge for them. Anyway so since all the seniors were driving we all took underclassmen in our cars. I got the smallest tinyiest freshmen there was, now immediately an alarm went off in my head. So me and this kid went to ever house together telling the people he was my little brother. Not a single rejection at all. Plus this kid even looked like my brother, we sold it so well. The only problem is not everyone was home, if they were we would of sold them all, no one would say no. If we got some townhouses it would of been over in 30 minutes. It was Gold, more importantly this made me laugh though

I smell sex and candy

2007-08-24T19:21:00.000-07:00

i had an interesting wednesday morning with my friend

I mean on our way to rob the bank and then we drove by this house that mysteriously had eggs on it. For some reason or other it seems the person who lived there probably deserved it.

fun times..

Lights out meatball

2007-08-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

So I went to harris teeter last night and walking in a noticed this sketchy looking spanish guy sitting in his car that looks like its from them 80's, i was like 'alright' and walked on in. So i get inside and i see these two kids, about 16 or 17, holding 24 packs of corona walking really slowly to the cash register, the first kid was like

first kid] ready?
second kid] yea lets go

and then they made a mad dash for the door, and this harris teeter manager was like speed walking after them, by the time he got outside the kids jumped in the car and sped off. I thought it was the funniest thing i ever saw

Go meat meat Go meat meat

2007-08-07T18:16:00.001-07:00

im having some tough times in football rightnow, tommorrow its either going to get worse or better but not stay the same, so far its actually been okay. but i saw this on tv and it cracked me up i watched it atleast seven or eight times haha

Lyrics
Go meat meat Go meat meat
Go meat meat
that salad rocks the best
make it easy at your desk
its second to none
just add lettuce and your done
Thats crazy girl i swear
there is soo much stuff in there
S-s-s-s Salad YEAH a meaty Salad
WHAT because you hungry
you hungry you Hungry
your mama says you hungry!

9 days and counting

2007-08-05T15:35:00.000-07:00

Myspace Countdown Clocks at WishAFriend.com

hey again,

I thought i'd put something interesting up for you twats who are looking. I have 9 days until my license is unsuspended and then probably another 3 until the universe is balanced out. But basically i had a night where i partied too hard (is what i have gathered) really i have no recollection. But anyway i've been in deep shit since to be honest. No seeing friends , no going out, curfew, classes, a pee oh, community service hours, and being back stabbed by a friend. So you know 7 months later im not just going to let this go, and the one whose responsible is gonna get it.

Take Vitamin E, Zinc Doesnt do anything

2007-08-04T19:14:00.000-07:00

hello my name is Wolverine,

Im not going to bore you with any details, basically i'll tell the essentials, my names not really wolverine but its a high school nickname given to me for my long chops and no i dont always wear my hair up like hugh jackman, but the side burns are there. Basically i go through long and short hair phases. Enough about that though basically im going to post a bunch of crap and a babyback bullshit that goes down. I wont reference my age much but i'm at the point of legal adulthood in 9 months. Im also an aspiring actor...